Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Sanskaar

Ghum theke uthe prothome-i kholaa janala diye ekta saalikh pakhi dekhte pelo aniket. Bhalo kore chokh kochle takalo.pakhi-ta-o bodhoi taake oi bhabe dekhchhe. Pakhi-ra dekhbaar samai ghaarh-ta ghuriye niye takai. Edik odik khunje-o salikh-er jorha-ta-ke dekhte pelo naa.

"Dhus" - bole uthte giye paay-e theklo. "Advanced Physics"-er boi-ta.maati-te damaas kore porhe gelo.

Ek ekta sakaal eman jaai. Taar upore aajke abar porikkha.

Bathroom theke beriye-i dyakhe baba dnarhiye aachhe. Haat-e cigarette.

"hnu: babu uthechhen tahole?"

uttor naa diye ani maa-r kachhe gelo. Maa ranna-ghar-e.dhnoya aar awaj mesano thake jeno sab samai ranna-ghar-ta-te. Anno samai dhukle aswabhabik rakam nirjan laage.

"maa - aajke ektu tarhatarhi berobo."
"keno re? Tor porikkha to 10-ta-r samai, mote 8-ta baaje."
"naa naa. Deri kore gele ekdom pichhon-er dik-e boste hoi, pakha-r niche-er seat paoa jaai naa. Jaa garom porhechhe."
"achha aachha. Thik aachhe. Amar ranna hoye gechhe."
"tumi bhaat baarho, ami chaan kore nichhi. 1 minute."

Ghar-e giye bag-ta guchhiye nilo prothom-e.2-3-te boi aar gadakhaanek xerox.arijit-er khata theke koraa.

Taar par table-er upore rakha thakur-er photo-te ekta pronaam korlo. Aajke AKM-er paper. Ki question korben, uni-i jaanen.

Bag-ta bairer ghar-er sofa-te rekhe ekbaar kagaj-ta-te chokh raakhlo.khela-r pristha obdi pounchhote paarlo naa. Baba pichhon-e. chasma-ta fotuyaa-r kona-te muchhchhe.

"paper-ta amar ses koraa hoini."

Ek paas-e thele otaa-ke soriye diye dum dum kore paa fele chaan korte dhuke porhlo. Bathroom-er bhitor theke simul gaachh-ta dekha jachhe. Salikh-ta bosechhilo, je daal-e - sei daal-ta-o. ekhan fnaka. Ei sakal-e-i rod-er karhaa tej. Shower khule dilo ani.


"posto, laau-dnata diye sukto, aar daal. Ei menu".
"maachh karoni."
"jantaam tui gol badhabi, taai to bapu aage theke menu janiye dilaam.aaj sakal-e baba bhalo maachh paai ni bajar-e." maa bollo.
"kono maachh naa?" ani bhru kunchke bollo.
"muskil-e porhaa gelo to.ami maachh hoye jaachhi, amake bheje kheye ne."
"maa tumi jaano, porikkha-r din-e maachh naa khele.." Ani bhaat makhte suru korlo.
"o-o.sei kabe tor ekbaar anko porikkha kharap hoyechhilo."

Ani khete suru korlo.khabar majhe maa ese kapaal-e doi-holud-er fnota diye gelo. Ajkaal fnota niye chaai naa Ani. Class-er chhele-ra ki bhabbe ke jaane? 1st year-e porhchhe ekhan.

Maa-r chapachapi-te porte hoi roj-i.

Khabar par thala-te doi niye ani bollo,

"o hnya, du-salikh dekhte pele bolo."
"keno re? Ek salikh dekhechhis naki."
"ghum theke uthe-i."
"sabbonaas. Dnarha, dnarha, aami dekhchhi."

Juto porbaar aage ghar-er kona-te rakha thakur-er singhasan-er saamne saastaange pronaam kore ani. Roj-i kore. Aajke ektu mon diye korlo. Maachh aar salikh-er jonno ekta aswasti hochhe.

Thakur-er photo-r saamne ekta dhup jwaliye diye baranda-i gelo. Maa dnarhiye aachhe.

"dhus, ei karha rod.ekta paakhi nei."
"thaak maa, tomake aar rod-er moddhye dnarhiye thakte habe naa." Bole maa-ke pronaam korlo.
"amar mon-ta khub khnut-khnut korchhe kintu."
Ani hese bollo, "oi maachh aar salikh-e katakuti hoye gechhe.Baba kothai?"
"Chaan korte gechhe to.anekkkhan holo."
"amar deri hoye jachhe."

Maa bathroom-er baire theke baba-ke daakte gelo. Ani juto pore fello tarhatarhi.aajker bus-bharha nei or kaachhe.

"maa, 10 taka dio."
"dichhi baba dichhi, pagol kore debe college jabar samai."

Baba beriye dewal-e tangano ganes-er chhobi-ta-te jorh-haat kapaal-e thekiye pronaam korchhe. Ani sei abostha-te-i baba-r paa chhnulo.

"maa aaschhi."
"taka nibi naa?"
"o hnya hnya." Maa book-pocket-e 2-to 10 taka-r note gunje dilo.

8:30 beje gechhe. Poune 9-ta nagad ekta mini jaai. Dhorte paarbe otaa? College-e pounchhote pounchhote 9:15 beje gyalo. Auto-te kore ese-o. College-er gate-er paase-i ekta soni-r mondir porhe. Seta-te pronaam korlo ani.

Gate-e dhukte giye Arup-er sathe dekha.

"hmm, probol dakadaki dekhchhi, abar kapaal-e tilok - aaj physics porikkha-i fatabi to!"

kapaal-er fnota-ta mochha hoini. Muchhte muchhte ani bollo,

"oi maa jor kore poriye dei."
"soni-r mondir-e maa ki jor kore garh koriye dei?"

Galaataa swabhabik rekhe-i ani bollo, " tora holi swayang abotaar, toder ki ato pronaam laage? Amader grey matter kinchit kam kinaa."

"ki bolli? Jattosab brindaboni binai. Raakh to! Achha son, last year-er question paper-ta dekhechhis to?"
"hnu."

Dujon-e eksathe bole uthlo, "3 number-er problem-ta korechhis." Diye dujon-e-i thatomato kheye hese fello. Keu-i kore ni bojha jaachhe.

Class-room-e jakhan pounchholo, takhan seat sab-i prai bhorti. Jegulo fnaka, segulo-te jaiga raakhaa. Mini-ta naa peye je jonno auto nilo aniket !

Er moddhye surojit ese haat dhore felechhe ani-r.

"please aniket, amar paas-ta-te bosbi chal, kissu parhaa hoi ni."
"ami-o khub bhalo porhini re, electronics-er problem-gulo-r mathamundu bujhte paarchhi naa."
"aniket, ket na anile-i ki noi? Tui jaa jaanis, taate-i amar habe.chal chal."

Naa bolte paarlo naa ani. Or kono regular group-o nei, jaader sathe eksathe bose porikkha debe. Ani chesta kore fan-er talaa-te bosbaar. Kintu, ei kadin sabai jerakam aage aage chole aaschhe, taate roj-i gheme-neye-I porikkha dite hochhe oke.aaj-o taai habe.

Raajokiyo samaadar-e surojit orof-e suraa oke paase niye giye bosaalo.

Haat-e 30 minute maton samai aachhe ekhano. Bathroom-e giye haat-chokh-mukh-e jal dilo. Ese notes-gulo ekbaar chokh bulaano-r chesta korte laaglo.hoi naa.

Class-suddhu chhele hajar hajar prosno aar uttor niye lofalufi khelchhe. Ei hatto-melaa-te parhaa hoi naaki? Ani kichhukkhan edik odik takiye kayekta urhanto prosno aar uttor dharaar chesta korlo. Aboses-e haal chhere diye chokh bandho kore ektu manosthir koraar chesta korlo.

Chokh khule dyakhe, thik or saamne suraa oke juljul kore dekhchhe.

"ki re? electronics-er bhagobaan ke re? biswakarmaa to mechanics porjonto chole."
"apatato oi post-ta khaali aachhe bodhoi."
"aajke tui amar bhagobaan. Utre dis."

Katha balaa theme gelo. PKB class-e dhuke porhechhe. Murari-da khata bili korchhe. Margin taante taante ani bhablo, aajke suraa besi kichu jigges korle muskil. PKB khub karhaa guard dei.

100 meter-er start whistle-er maton PKB ekta hunkaar chharlen, "now start and no more talking."

Haat-e question-paper-ta nie aage matha-I taar pare maduli-te thekaalo. Taar pare, abhyas-maton pant-er daan pocket-e haat dhukiye chhoto kagaj-er racket-ta-r khonj-e haatrhaate laaglo.

Bes kayekbaar haatrhe naa peye, haat-ta baire theke pant-er pocket-er upore rakhlo. Naa:. Nei.

Jhap kore dnarhiye porhlo ani.bnaa pocket-e-o nei.kagaj-e morhaa deb-bhasma. Otaa pen-e chhnuiye tabe-i ani likhte suru kore.maa-ke ekjon saadhika ota diyechhen.

Shirt-er pocket, pant-er inside pocket sarbatro dekhte laaglo ani. Bag-e to otaa thaka-r katha noi. Sab samai porikkha-r din pant-er pocket-e-i thaake.jaddur mone porhchhe, pant-er pocket theke ses porikkha-r pare ber-o koreni.

Ber kore naa o sadharanato:. Ses 4-te semester oi-ta niye-i porikkha diyechhe. Aar ei semester-e 2-to porikkha already hoye gechhe. Takhano chhilo.ses semester-gulo-te kakhano 80%-er kam paai ni. Ani-r matha-i chinta-gulo ekbaar druto aaschhe, aar ekbaar hatath theme jachhe. Gelo kothai otaa?

Pant-er bnaa pocket-e or rumaal-ta thaake. Rumaal-ta baar korte giye porhe jai ni to? Rumal-ta ses kakhan baar korechhe? Auto-te ghaam muchhte giye, taar par, taar par - bathroom-e mukh dhobaar pare.

class-e sabai likhte suru korechhe itimoddhye.ani thaai dnarhiye dnarhiye bhebe jaachhe. Ani bnaa dike takiye dekhlo, suraa or dik-e hnaa kore takiye aachhe.

"ki re, pen chaai? Extra aachhe." Sura bollo fisfisiye.

Matha nerhe seat chhere o beriye elo.seat-er talaa-te ubu hoye dekhlo kichhukkhan.nei. ghaarh ghuriye sojaa hoye dnarhate-i PKB.

"what's up?"
"sir, maane sir - amar pen-ta baire fele esechhi." Sir-ke deb-bhasma-r katha-ta bolte chaichhe naa ani. Bathroom-e-i nischoi o rumaal-ta baar korte giye kagaj-er packet-ta fele esechhe.
"amar pen-ta ne." Paas theke suraa. Abar. Pen-ta barhiye dhorechhe.
"yes. take his pen".
"naa sir. Amar payaa pen."
"what nonsense?" PKB gala tule bollen. Du-ekjon pichhon fire dekhchhe.
"please sir." Ani nijeke jatodur sambhab sangjato rekhe bollo.
"I cann't allow this in first hour."
"sir, ami snirhi-r kachhe fele esechhi.just, jabo aar niye aasbo."
"ok ok. Siggiri jaao."

Chute chute beriye elo Ani. Shnirhi-r paase-I bathroom. Basin-er talaa-te nongraa bhorti. Sada maton ki ekta porhe aachhe. Nichu hoye dekhlo.

Naa: chewing gum.

Bathroom-er nongraa mejhe-te bes kichhukkhan khunjlo. Oi tukuni kagaj-er packet.bathroom theke beriye dyakhe, PKB dnarhiye aachhen darjaar-r samne. Classroom aar toilet-ta ek-i corridor-er upore.

"ekkhuni class-room-e dhoko." PKB ugromurti.
"sir." Ani bhabchhe, rumal-ta aar kakhano ber korechhe kinaa.
"shut up. Ki korchhile tumi toilet-e?"

haat-paa thanda hoye aaschhe ani-r. PKB-ke bokte o dekhechhe. Kakhano nije bokuni khaai ni. Deb-bhasma harano sanghatik paap. Eto siggiri saasti pete suru korlo naaki?

"ami kichhu korini sir." Kono-mat-e bollo ani.
"chupchaap class-e dhuke jaao." PKB-ke raban-er maton laagchhe.

Question paper-ta haat-e niye-i ani bujhlo, deb-bhasma harano-r saasti se pete suru korechhe. Electronics-er gota tinek problem. Baki alternative-gulo korle-o antato 2-to prosno oke chharte-i habe.kulkul kore ghamte suru korlo aniket.

Bnaa pocket-e haat dhukiye rumaal-ta baar korlo.

15 minute already hoye gechhe porikkha-r. sabai likhchhe. Surojit-o ek-mon-e druto likhe jachhe. Nischoi kichhu common question peyechhe.

Khata-te kalom thekabar aage aaro kichhukkhan gum hoye bose thaklo o.sakal theke suru. Ek salikh, maachh naa khaoa, aar ekhan ei deb-bhasma harano.

Chokh khule dekhlo, PKB or dike-i takiye aachhen. Uni nischoi bhebe niyechhen, ani toka-r chesta-te chilo. Chhi:, unaar ekta bhalo impression chilo ani-r sambandhe.

Mone mone ekbaar thakur-pronaam kore likhte arambho korlo.

Porikkha-r majh-khaan-e ekbaar AKM ghure gelen.ekta printing mistake chhilo.

Porikkha ses hote jakhan 20 minute baaki, takhan ani-r lekha ses hoye gelo. Diode-transistor-er problem-gulo chhere dite holo. Puro 15 number. Aar likhte bhalo-o laagchhe naa. Suraa fisfis korchhilo ses dik-e. ani sunte naa pabar bhaan korechhe.

10 minute aage-I hall chhere beriye gelo ani.porikkha-r parer thek-ta-r jonno boslo naa.sojaa auto niye nilo ektaa.

"ki re tarhatarhi fire eli je, Bhalo hoyechhe to?"

sonkito mukh-e maa-r jiggasa.darjaa khulte-i.

"dhukte debe?" ragato:swar-e bollo ani.
"bujhechi."

Haat-e ek glass lebu-r jal dhoriye diye maa jigges korlo, "puro-ta-i chhorhiyechhis, naaki motamuti?"
Maa aajkaal , college-er slang dibbi laagsoi use korchhe.

"o kaataao." Ani propongo-ta erhiye jabar chesta korte laaglo. Deb-bhasma harano-r katha-ta maa-ke kibhabe bolbe, seta-i bhabchhe.

Sarbat-ta ek dhok-e kheye nilo. Diye khabar table-er paaser basin-e giye chokh-e mukh-e jal dite laaglo. Mukh-ta jhalse gechhe jeno.
"o hnyaa, toke bolaa hoi ni.sukrobaar-e tor pant-ta kaachte giye dekhi, pocket-e sei kamakkhya-r debbhasma."

"ki?" ani-r haat basin-er kal-er saamne. Jal porhe jaachhe.
"Otaa baar kore takhan tor money-bag-e rekhe diyechhilam. Taka baar koraar samai jaate kheyaal hoi."
Ani jor-e jor-e chokh-mukh-e jal-er jhapta diye alna theke gaamchha-ta nilo.

Mukh muchhe, book-pocket theke 10 taka-r note-ta baar kore money-bag-e raakhlo. Diye money-bag-ta matha-i thekalo.

1 comment:

  1. supperb :) porikkha r din gulo ekdom vividly chokh e bhese uthlo

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